I waited for long to see what may come,
whether I get what I wished for,
or dreams will flow away like they existed never.
I cry or I may laugh, while walking through the dearth,
a reason to go on, is what I need for forever.
What I lacked, what I lost,
for those answers, I never got,
how gripping is this wistful feeling,
I never imagined what it takes for healing,
A grief from remorse is worse than a fever,
freedom from regrets, is what I wish for forever.
I went on being clueless, and I wished for more,
I wished for a happiness that lasts for long,
I dreamed for a euphoria guarded forever.
Then, my jaded mind asked me one day, if this forever is real,
how can it be, when life itself flies so fast,
with moments that were a bliss. with bunch of brewing ordeal.
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